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Remembered on this device. Copy is placeholder until Robert's text.

Chapter I — the world

do · the one who looks up

Are we on the same page?

Life is wonderful…… isn't it?

Yes, life is wonderful. Life is a unique opportunity… but an opportunity for what? An opportunity to accumulate things, a house, cars, friends, to have a family, holidays, adventures, a career, grandchildren… and then what? Are our lives lived for no purpose whatsoever or are they part of a bigger process?

If you have been asking similar questions then you are on the right page.

We too have pondered the same issues and have come to a clear conclusion: life has a purpose and our lives are journeys on an evolutionary path.

Line print: five friends in a circle outside a pub; one of them, pint tipping, looks up at a gold staircase between two houses; a dog on a lead stares up it too v3 hero (4 Sept), etching: five friends in a circle on the pavement outside a pub, one telling a story, one laughing, one drinking, one on her phone; the fifth, in the middle of them, looks up wide-eyed at a golden stone staircase rising between two houses that nobody else notices staircase 8 (3 Sept): group on the pavement, but cut off at the knee by the kerb; road takes a third of the frame staircase 7 (3 Sept): friends in a real circle, two backs to us, seeker centred; but the group stands in the road staircase 6 (3 Sept): seeker moved to the middle of the group, friend on each side; still a row staircase 5 (3 Sept): Etching: friends outside a pub, one telling a story, one laughing, one drinking, one on her phone; the fifth, same size as the others, looks up wide-eyed at a golden stone staircase rising between two houses across the street that nobody else notices staircase 4: group real, but one friend glances right; stair monumental and muddy gold staircase 3: seeker in the group but drawn larger; identical laughing faces; back row in period dress staircase 2: couple facing the stair foot; seeker apart in the road; stair monumental staircase 1: first pass; seeker apart, looking up rather than at the stairs; pair at the stair foot v2 hero: pub crowd, hand on shoulder, gold door across the street Etching: tube platform, one man looking up a sunlit stairway Etching, new batch 2 Etching: Mayfair street, open door spilling light Etching, new batch 4 first batch (dark): tube first batch 2 first batch 3 first batch 4 first batch 5

re · ordinary life

Nothing is wrong.

You know the week by heart. Alarm, platform, carriage, desk; the same faces on the same train, lit by the same screens. The job is good, actually. The flat is good. Nothing is wrong — that's what makes it hard to name.

You've done the things you were supposed to do, and most of them worked. And somewhere on the platform, on a Tuesday, you notice that you can't remember the last time anything surprised you. Not unhappy. Just… running. A machine that works perfectly and has forgotten what it was for.

the view from the carriage window · the train does not slow down at the station with no name

mi · what you tried

So you looked.

Not nothing. You noticed the itch and you did something about it — sensibly, one thing at a time, the way a capable person does. Each of them helped. Each of them was real. And each of them, after a while, wore off and left the itch exactly where it was.

A spark looking for other sparks, and not finding them. The question underneath — where am I going? — doesn't get smaller when you scratch.

The book

You read it on the train, underlining half of it. Something in you moved — for a while.

The app

Ten minutes a day. Streaks. A calmer voice in your ear — for a while.

The gym

New shoes, early mornings, a body that finally did what it was told. You felt alive — for a while.

The promotion

More money, a better title, a bigger desk by the window. It worked — for a while.

The holiday

Two weeks somewhere hot. You didn't think about any of it — for a while.

Dry January

You gave things up. Sugar, then wine, then the news. You felt clean — for a while.

The retreat

A week of silence somewhere with olive trees. You came back new — for a while.

Everything you've tried has failed.
By your own efforts, there is no way out.

There must be another way.

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Here we are.

Line print: an ordinary Mayfair terrace at evening; one house has every window lit gold and its door open, with people at a long table inside; nobody in the street

The London School of Self-Awareness is a small circle of people who meet weekly to practise an ancient method of seeing themselves as they really are and developing their abilities, taking nothing on faith and testing everything they learn in their own lives.

sol · the people

Wake up — it's wonderful here.

Line print: seven people in a ring of mismatched chairs in a plain room, all turned to each other, laughing and listening; one empty gold chair in the ring faces the viewer

We are serious: we laugh a lot.
Every week, in Mayfair and on Zoom: people who see you, and let you see yourself.

la · the method

Nothing believed. Everything tested.

You are given a map, an exercise, and a week. You come back and say what you saw.

Line print, from above: a hand-drawn map with a gold route ending at an X, an open notebook, a pencil, a watch, a cup and a small mirror on a wooden table
Every day
a practice of your own, ten minutes, at home
Every week
the circle, in Mayfair or on Zoom, and homework in between
Every month
an octave: a week of work on one thing
Every year
a retreat

si · the fruits

You lose the itch. You start seeing more.

Things you have seen in yourself and left behind, until they are foreign to you. A distance. A joy you cannot name yet. Your bike gets stolen and you can smile about it.

Pick a door.

There is an admissions process. Not everyone who writes is invited in. The other doors are open to everyone.

do′ · the return

Life is wonderful.

Line print: the same pub and friends as the first picture; the man in the blue jacket now stands inside the circle, still and attentive, looking at a newcomer at its edge who has turned to look up at the gold stairs

The same evening, one octave higher.